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I have finally gotten back to the us and I have achieved my life's goal I made it through the viewing the funeral and the reunion without killing my family
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i'm terrified of what might happen i'm scared that i'm gonna have another miscarrage i'm scared that the same thing that happened to alex might happen to them and i'm scared of what i'm going to tell them if they ask about they're father you got any idea on how to help me
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so tonight I'm sitting up thinking "what if the same thing that happened to Alex happens to these three?" "what if I have another miscarriage?" "what if I'm a bad mother?" "what do I tell them if they ask about they're father?" anybody got a way to answer these questions???
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So as most of you know I'm pregnant with quadruplets and I want some help picking out names so comment four names that you like I need three boys names and a girls name and if you want to suggest some middle names also I'm all for it👣👣👣🍨🍼🍼🍼🍼🍼🍼🌻🏩👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👐👐👐👐👐👐👐👐👐👐👐👐👐👐👐👐👐🍼🍼🍼🍼🍼🍼🍼🍼🍼🍼🍼🍼🍼🍼🍼🍼🍼🍼🍼🍼🍼
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So we made it to Berlin this morning and immediately found our uncle Snake and went to the house to pick up our military uniforms for  the funeral we was all military 😿😭 I was military up until a year ago when I got shot in the shoulder and Matthew left to help me out around the house after I was shot
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So we made it to Berlin this morning and immediately found our uncle Snake and went to the house to pick up our military uniforms for  the funeral we was all military 😿😭( I was military up until a year ago when I got shot in the shoulder and Matthew left to help me out around the house after I was shot mason came to check on me every time he was on leave)
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So today I got a phone call and it went like this: "hello?" "hello is this miss. Sage Murphy?" "yeah, why?" "umm. well this is kind of hard to say butt umm *sigh* your older brother mason died last night I'm very sorry for  your loss miss. Murphy" and that's how I found out mason is dead Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! 3xhearts - free to use 3xhearts - free to use 3xhearts - free to use Foxy Running icon and I have to go back to berlin in two weeks for the funeral - so dass ich nicht einer von euch sehen, für zwei Wochen (so i won't see any of you for two weeks)

ok so to start off this is related to this: sta.sh/02gjvjled5ry. life is sadder now then it began when I was 6 years old because now not only have both my mom, dad, grandma, and grandpa dead my brother died this morning  Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! :( (Sad) Crying Crying Crying Crying Crying Crying Sad dummy Sad dummy Grr. Grr. Grr. Grr. Grr. Grr. Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah! Waaaah!